Well as some of you know, my friend Jaden died on February 1st, 2009 and my grandma died recently on February 11th, 2009. It's been really hard on me lately. I have to pay for new contacts soon and I need to get quite a bit of dental work done on my teeth. Since I don't work as much it'll be hard to pay for all of it not to mention everything seems to be breaking down on me which just adds to my problems. I caught a fever too and I overworked myself the other day when they had me scrubbing the floorboards at work. Shit man, the list keeps going and going.

I don't really feel like doing anything at all, if I had a choice I would quit my job for awhile but I can't. I don't even like getting on the computer anymore I just wanna sleep and listen to music. So I'll be away for awhile idk how long. Just a heads up for you all.